Lifez Awkward predicament
Note: 11.40am
Haih.. sittin alone in cgi class doin wat?? bloggin! man im quite d lifeless.. but o well dats kinda cool neway..hehe..RIte~… anyhow..as i was goin thru page by page in friendster ..i came upon afew interesting profiles.. especially dheir blogs .. sum actually do put dheir heart n soul into writing dheir feelings out.. sum peepz wud b thinkin like man .. y r dhey even wastin time riting bout dhemselves..when no one else is readin bout dhem.. I say u could learn so much from it… sharin experience ..knowin ure on d same boat as dhem kinda makes u feel not alone in d world..or d times dat u wonder if anyone understands u.. so i think its a gr8 way of sharin experience wift others n it sure do improves selfesteem..
Well im twenty..someone once told me dat its just a phase where ure confused over wat u wan or wat ure feeling n bla bla…
Somehow dhey might b rite… but personally ..i dunno.. im still in doubts…
Wat exactly do i want 2 do in d future?
Uhm work in an established production comp or advert company…is wat i have in mind.. But yea definately awayy from home..away from msia.. somewhere no one knows me.. Y u ask? uhmmm ive nooo idea.. it just feels nice when ure in a place where u havto rediscover from scratch..it actually makes my life abit interesting.. New frens ..new culture..new ppl..new environ.. just feels gr8.. N yea wherever dat is shud b a cold country..i luv cold weathers..my best of times was in Japan on a homestay program..it was just whoaaa..i cud just live dhere forever..
Someppl when dhey come 2 a certain age..wud want 2 settle down..wift a job ,family,kids n etc..
which is quite d common i wud say..
but me..i dunnoo…i definately have no interest in dis kinda matters..i mean its not a Must rite.. i prefer just studyin n workin..n travelin..n learnin bout cultures..n arts.. which in d end wud make me a lone ranger..which i don really mind.. butdhen again i have 2 care bout other pplz(my family n etc) feelings oso ..parents..haih..dhey tell me…"Now ull say dis n dat..but in a few years time ull change ure mind.."
I highly doubt it… haih..if only dhey took me seriously..o well..parents will b parents..
I shud b finishin my dip in animation course soon..in like a few more months..woohoo!!..dhen o man..ill b rushin for uni application n visa n bla bla.. d thing is i cant send in any application just yet until i compiled my portfolio..or showreel..n yea dhere is also dat dreaded interview i have 2 go thru.. im pweety sure im gonna freak out or maybnot..hehe..
All dis seems months away..but heck..d time is runnin by like water.. bout dis time of d year, next year ill b in melb… yea earlier wanted 2 go NZ..but dhen im changin my majors for a more secure pathway into d workin world n oso coz i prefer d other major..
Uhmm..suddenly im havin an urge of a totall makeover..hehe.. yeap cut my hair short n changin my fashion appearance.. more into a sk8rgurl kinda look..Oman..dad is soo gonna freakout..hehe he doesnt like me cuttn my hair short.. o well we will c ,,we will c….when he goes offshore or wat..im gonna get it done..hehe..
yea i cud b really bratty..n yes someone told me Im very bratty..*winks*..i don care i luv bein bratty..hehe
Ok mayb not anytime soon im gonna do dat makeover..no time wor.. currently doin a 30min showreel which is gonna take months 2 finish.. yep stayin back late in coll n watsoeva..its gonna b such a long year…or so ill feel..
anyway.. im not so sure i made any sense ere..but dhen again im sure i did on certain issues..
O well i better do sum research on d project im workin on now..
-Ran-
