Ex`cru´ci`a`ble

I learnt that when it’s time to fly, it’s time to fly… you can’t
put it off, you can’t pretend that it’s not gonna happen, and you can’t
pretend that you’re never going to change.

I learnt that just because people change, doesn’t mean its for the
worst…and that some people just can’t see that, but you have to learn
to accept it…

I learnt that you should try out as many different things as you
can, from hobbies, to hairstyles to groups of friends. And that maybe
to start with it feels like you’re lost and that you’ll never find who
you are or where you belong, but then you realise that what happens if
you don’t keep trying, and you never truly find what you want, which
means you’re never yourself…and its things like that, that give you
the persistence and the courage to keep going…

I learnt that you don’t find yourself overnight, and that even now
there are so many things I still don’t know about myself, but getting
there is half the fun anyway.

I learnt that trying hard at school/coll/anywhere, despite the taunts or torment,
really is worth it…after all…what goes around comes around… and
at least you’ll be happy…

I learnt that if you’re going to try to reach someone’s
expectations, that they should be your own… and that no-one can
should make you feel like you don’t deserve anything.

I learnt that there is good and bad in everyone… and that some
things never change, so you might as well learn to live with it…cos
the world doesn’t change to suit you…you have to suit it. It doesn’t
stop spinning to let you off… so if you can’t beat it, join it.Doesnt mean u have 2 though.

I learnt that as much as you want to be there for your friends, there are just some things that they have to do for themselves.

Okay peeps who r into satanism or r curious whether is it really true da song hotel california if played reverse is actually some satan worshippin thingy..wanna noe who killed JoHn Lennon…Is Pikachiu cute?….N Britney is No Innocent either eh..n etc..just check out da page ureself n da blog as well…ull find it interesting eventhough sum may say dat its crap..

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May you find serenity and tranquility in a world
You may not always understand.

credit is given 2 Copyright © 1987 Sandra Sturtz Hauss  

Ere r sum quotation i believe in:-

It is better to rise from life as from a banquet - neither thirsty nor drunken.  ~Aristotle

I soon found out you can’t change the world.  The best you can do is to learn to live with it.  ~Henry Miller 

We find our energies are actually cramped when we are overanxious to succeed.  ~Michel de Montaigne

Remember yesterday, All the things that happened in the past, the
heartaches, pain, and even the goodness, how they felt, don’t live in
them just remember, and how they affected you, live off of that. My
past would mean nothing all the things I went through, If I couldn’t
use their lessons for today. The stars will still be shining behind the
clouds and the rain, you may not be able to see them at that time, but
they are still there.
-Rudy J. Perez

" Your goal is to find out Who You Are."
— A Course in Miracles

I heard a story once about an eagle’s egg that had got lost or
abandoned and was found by chickens. When the eagle hatched, it was
loved and cared for by the chickens, brought up to act and behave as if
it was a chicken. It knew nothing else… Until one day, the eagle was
with his brothers and sisters pecking at the ground, like a chicken,
when something made him look up to the sky. High above he saw a
majestic sight, a beautiful bird soaring gracefully. Something was
stirred inside him, a remembrance, a recognition of ‘home’…

He asked the chickens, "What is that beautiful bird up there?" The
chickens looked up. "Oh that," they said, "that’s an eagle, king of the
birds. But forget about him, you are one of us, you are a chicken…." I
don’t know how the story ended and, to me, it is not a case of an eagle
being superior to a chicken…just different. The same story has been
told about a duck’s egg and one day the duck arrives at a great lake
just swims, "because he can" — "it’s natural", leaving his family on
the shore.

As I understand it, it’s all just about remembering Who/What we really
are, regardless of what we’ve been told by others or how we have been
brought up. A rose will grow into a rose even if it’s in the middle of
a field of tulips.

There is an ancient Indian word "Dharma", which has two meanings. The
first is, "Your nature, your true, real, essential nature." The second
is, "Your purpose in life". To me the two are inseparable. I believe
the word literally translates as Truth.

"You are what your deep driving desire is; as your desire is so is your
will; as your will is so is your deed; as your deed is so is your
destiny."
— Upanishads, India

Or, like they said in ancient Greece, "Character is fate".

Whatever we are at our most fundamental level, at our most base,
whether that be something metaphysical, or something like DNA, I
believe that to discover, or remember it is our ‘raison d’etre’. And to
live in accord, harmony with our deepest selves is the meaning of
success.

"Above all, to thine own self be true."
— William Shakespeare

It’s been said that when we die and go back home to ‘our maker’, we
will never be asked why we didn’t cure the common cold, why we never
made a billion pounds or anything else like that, but simply be asked,
"Why didn’t you just be yourself?"

Simon Heighwaya

oH well..another tiring n boring friday…did nothin much …sat staring at d computer  da whole day..had  my CGI class today… cgi( computer generated images basicly its 3d..4 dhose who don noe wat CGI mean)..n i started modelling a character…my 1st eva 3d character..n heck it waSNT as bad as when i was modelin a car..i think i prefer modellin a character..n yea well i was usin Nurbs n subdv’s mostly..known 2 give betta result..neway..i was supposed 2 do a film as well..as in a short movie..well me n my frens dhen settled on a story about a guy who has…sorry guys da story is private n confidential for now.. hehehe ill publish da movie as soon as im done..ill inform u guys..n dhen u tell me wat ya think..n yea don expect a gud hollywood lookalike movie..dis is asian version..hehehe..da actor is no other dhen my fren Chin A.K.A Chin KaK…hehe i call him dat .. haih~~ i luv his hair..his hair is like da models hair in da pantene ad.. ok ok where was i..oh rite da movie shud b done by Nov 31. other dhen dat ..im just washed out..all bcoz of da "stuff" dats been happenin .. - RaNdY- =D

Urghh Y On earth da frenster peepz r makin frenster like myspace..haih~~~ so many words n picture n watsoeva drivin me NUTs..ycant dhey just make it simple n nice..presentable more like it..haih~~ all is a waste..even though i did spend my time patchin up my page a bit ere n dhere..but heck dats coz ive no other betta work..ok fine i do have betta work but usually my work involves around da net..so yea da frenster is like open all da time..but some ppl liked frenster coz of its interface..simple n nice..ppl just complicates stuff..wonder if dhere is someway we cud show our disapproval on dis changes… well feelin much betta after rant out my opinion on da fcked up bigtime frensters interface…aitz i betta ciow now..cheerios.. =D

A must watch videoclip.. a supreb choreography of chinese ballet.. da music n lights makes da dance looks magical..**APpLause**

http://www.fazed.org/video/view/?filename=chinese.wmv

check out yea..
-RaNdy-

Gr8 Y Nowww…haih~~ of all da day on earth y 2day..darn it..now i have 2 clean my room..eventhough im xcited but im just 2 darn lazy 2 clean da room 2day..haih~~ im glad in a way dat it happened but da cleanin part spoils da xcitement..heheh so all grown up ay..hehehe..
Orite orite i know none of u understand wat im tokin bout..hehehe dats all gud..It was not meant 2 b..**smilin**Smilin** =D

Hey..srry ppl i noe im supposed 2 post informational stuffs ere..but i cudnt find sometime 2 kill ere..
anyway..its like 2 am oredi..n im sittin infront of da com waitin for a movie 2 download complete..
Was just wonderin wats lifes all bout..i mean yea we gotta study n live thru it..but wats da purpose..at d end we r gonna die rite..i know lotsa ppl askin dis very same question as well..but i just wanted 2 put dis questions in words in ma blog..dis question seems 2 revolves around everyone nowdays..so far at least 70% of ppl who has blog in frenster seem 2 b searchin for answers..n it might take ages n centuries 2 come..n still ppl will not noe da answer..eventhough da answer is somewhere within us..we know it pweety well im sure..but just cudnt understand it..Hah! i guess its not meant 2 b answered..n will always remain as da worlds oldest riddle..